I've hit a rut. You know, one of those periods in your life where you don't go anywhere? So I've been in one of those for close to 20 years. Now, I'm not gonna bitch and whine about my lack of drive or enthusiasm. Hopefully those are gone now. See, I'm very, very close to wrapping up my first full length novel of which I am very proud. I'm looking into the proper channels to publish this bitch, use it as a springboard. I don't plan to stop at writing books. Hopefully I can hire an artist who'll be able to use my discriptions to craft a comic book, or learn how to animate and do that. It's all needlessly complicated. Looking into acting school, film school, see if they can't tell me anything that I don't already "unofficially" know. It's maddening. To think of what one needs to do to start a real income. But, that's all that's important in this world and I challenge anyone to say different and live by it. To sum this up I'm headed out into society, in the way that you really can't be turing around wishing you had all that free time you wasted.

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